Friday, May 28, 2010

best friends...


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as human u usually have a friends for companyinn, as human being, we always need friends to do something like eat, work,sharing the problem doing something and so on. we will feel lonely if we don't have friends and being alone, our prophet also have saidina abu bakar as good friends and always encourage, motivate, give support to our prophet until nabi bersabda, half of iman is inside saidina abu bakar and another half is for ummat ku, the friends beside u can become big significant and effect to your life.

when your friends in pain, don't add their burden wit your act, zul don't ask for pity, dont ask sympathy, don't ask money just what zul want give support to me and take teachinn from what i done,and i got some pahala from it, and maybe pray for me a little, don't replicate what i'm done and acting beinnn sad,playinn the sad song always, and lyinn to me... what are u tryiinn to do? what inside u? what my fault u became and act like that?sometime the jokes must be in the right place and in the right time, and plis be honest to me. when u always say a lie but i always story to u what inside me, it become something not right, what wrong this relationship? its is wrong to know about u? when u know all about me? what the point being the best friend if not base on on honest? i maybe the most misarable man in the world, but i become happy and always support the happiness of my friends

and when u know the real truth, it become very2 big burden to me, i already wipe away my pain, but because your act, it like big punch straight to your heart, addin my pain,it hurt!!! and again, my binik become victim, she is only the best friends i had in this world, always be at my side, we always together and always beside me whether im happy and in pain, 170kmh become ordinary, just like 80kmh,but still not enough, i want more speed!!! i become addict with speed and cravinnn for more speed and again when i driving fast and feel adrenaline kicks inside the body, and g force toward u, i feel happy and away from the problem,but my fellow friend plis dont try this act, one profesional like me can do the stunt action ;) if i get sports,fast car car hehe, its my dream actually 

im not ask friends like saidina abu bakar,but be honest,understand me, do not add anymore burden to me, i already forgive what he done,and dont afraid, i will become profesional and not mix the personal problem and profesional things,long time ago, and i know,sy taklayak disayangi, dicintai sesiapa pun,that my promise to myself. love is not for me, its for another person, but not for me, i know that fact that u try to express but i become phobia and the pain just like in cinema, play again in my mind, its hurt !!!and i happy and want to be alone, in the end i will be alone forever, do not trust anyone, what the point i have best friend if add pain inside me?i feel happy being alone and again, do not trust anyone fully, even your best friends. ya ALLAH plis guide me to the right way, path and become a good muslim

biar saya sorang2 kt sini sampai bila2 ;)




17 comments:

Blue_Roses said...

urmmm...mcm ne nk ckp ek abg zec... mmg ada kawan yg ada time kita susah n senang...n ada kawan yg hanya ada time senang je...time susah sme menjarakkan diri... yeah... i can feel ur pain. ble kita mempercayai sesorg tu tp de mengkhianati kita...seriusly...it's really hurt.it's better to keep it to urself cuz u do not know who r the people u r dealing wif. someday u will meet many people like dis. My mum always said the same thing when i'm dealing wif my frens.
u will know many kind of people outside. So, no matter what happen abg zec...try to cheer up. u will find sum1 that u trust wif all ur heart.

abg z said...

i will cheer up, again maybe he not wrong, maybe he don't mean it and do it at the wrong pace and wrong time,sometime people make mistake and nobody perfect, but the pain still the pain right? ;)

Blue_Roses said...

well...the pain will gone..it will take time to recover it..not in this short of time. for me, it will take ages to forget about that kind of thought. I'm not the type that can recover so quickly but u know what, sumtime it will teach us sumthing... sumthing that we must know.. and u must know what is the "sumthing". hehehe...
Gambatte abg zec!!! forgive n forget ok(suppose this word is also for me too). so, sme2 r kita ek abg zec utk memaafkan n melupakan...hehe...XD

abg z said...

hahaha sme a, tau tkpe, kne time utk recover, not in the short time. ok i will try, sme2 lah kita ;)

Anonymous said...

kite memang perlukan kAWAN abg z...if not, hidup kite mesti sunyi..tp,kite kena pandai pilih kawan...kalo, x memang susah...tp insya Allah, abg z kena pilih yg betul2 dipercayai...:) nobody's perfect, but kite boleh membantu mengubahnye..:)

abg z said...

huhu pnt sgt2 percaya org, tkpe, g pn dh biasa sorang2 ;)

Blue_Roses said...

hdp sorg2 amat membosan kan abg zec... trust me...i had been through in that situation. but frens will make ur life so colorful abg zec. u will see it n den u will realize that, it is such a good to have frens by ur side...

abg z said...

takde la mcm 2, ada je kwn, tp just tkde kwn yg zul can trust fully, tp klo kt umh ke,msa dpn ke, sy ttp akn sorg2 gak t ;)

Anonymous said...

xkan nak sorg2 sampai bile2?? ;)

Blue_Roses said...

owh...kawin r...kan senang...hehehe...xde hdp sorg2 lg kan abg zec...

abg z said...

hahaha kawin pulak, tkkn kwin pnye ;)

Blue_Roses said...

owh..kalo aku dpt tau ko kawin gak abg zec...tgk r apa aku bwat...hahaha

abg z said...

huhu tah a, cme rasa tklayak je, sme 2 bkn utk sy, utk org lain, cme nk sorg2 je, best sgt2 ;)

Blue_Roses said...

ko ni kne sepak skit baru ok kot. mne ada org dlm dunia ni mampu hidup sorg2. Come on abg zec. Hidup kita x kn best kalo x diwarnai dgn gurau senda dr org len. Face the Fact ok??? SEMUA MANUSIA YANG DILAHIRKAN AKAN ADA PASANGANNYA... Jgn rse diri tu x layak r abg zec. Abg zec kata mcm tu bukan rse x layak, rse mcm nk kne sepak dgn org. hahaha...(ganas plak aku...tp what to do, aku mmg ganas..hahaha). Apa2 pun jgn rse rendah diri sgt n jgn rse diri tu x layak ke apa. BE CONFIDENT in urself. ok abg zec?

Anonymous said...

abg zec, sometimes kite perlu sorang2 and sometimes kite jugak perlu berteman...mngkin pasangan tu ade di depan mate, cume abg zec masih x nampak..insya Allah, one day, abg zec akan jumpe pasangan hidup tu..:)

abg z said...

maybe :(

Anonymous said...

jgn sedih2...:)

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